He told me he loved me once
After the gin hit his tongue
He spilt confessions all over my face
Was that bottle really filled with truth serum?
Or did he just mean my body
That he continuously spoke sweetness onto
Leaving it bare with nothing but the smell of gin
And lies
-Alcohol lies and so does he
She doesn’t call anymore
And I don’t know a lot things
Like whether or not listen to my instincts
That tell me to forget her
Or my emotions
That still leave her voicemails
-Mom, please call soon
Sexuality
Oh that two headed serpent
That bit Eve
And kissed Adam
-Sexuality; Two expectations
I’m a sinner
Because I made him cum twice
Or was it three times?
He’s an angel
Because he didn’t make me cum once
While I lay there
Like the used tissue I’m made out to serve
He sliped his pants on
Rewarded with lust and assurance
-Tales of a Sinner
Who will love the girl who loves everybody?
-I shouldn’t be sorry for my sex life
The only consistent thing humanity knows how to do
Is continuously break each other’s hearts
-There is no humanity
The heat from his body exasperated me
Like a sauna in the midst of July
I couldn’t breathe
But I don’t think it was the intense warmth of his chest
He himself took my breathe away
So I couldn’t help bare the scorching temperature of those arms
Those arms that held me tight
Though I knew it was for that one night
And in the morning the desert would turn into an ice riddled tundra
As well as my heart
-Why you shouldn’t spend the night
They will say things that will hurt you
You try to not let it
But it does
And it’ll continue to
We’re all emotional cutters
From the way we handle the bottle
To the way we bite their tongues
-Call more often
I’m a sinner
Because I’m a vixen in the eyes of your lord
Because I let my Jezebel run free through the night
Basking in the hunt for her prey
While she herself is being raided for her exposure
Exposure of skin
Exposure of sexuality
Exposure of self
-Tales of a Sinner
When he asks do you spit
Say you always swallow
Because growing up
These are the rules to follow
-What I’ve been taught as a girl
